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Durham Has A Skyline Too

by Ascetic Parade

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1.
Ten Years 03:10
I'm all used up like Ballon blown up for days Please don't pop me I'll slowly fade away Like a blowfish I'll Stick your heart quickly or you can miscut me and I'll kill you in your sleep Oh well there's always next year I wont let it get to me So sick of being left out I made it inside But was it worth it now I'll never know Two days so quickly was it all for show? I came back stronger A kitten ready to pounce I've been declawed now Never stood half a chance See me crawling across your kitchen floor I'm on your shoes now so throw me out the backdoor Don't let me back inside would be a grave mistake Might seem like fun now, but you don't know what's at stake Oh well there's always next year I wont let it get to me So sick of being left out I made it inside But was it worth it now I'll never know One week so slowly was I all for show? I stood up to fast I got a headache cough my life out of my lungs I took the safeway
2.
rain-lacquered streets smile black as my leaky soles cackle and splash with every slap i wake idling puddles to spark armageddon via splatter and bubbles glassy leaves and debris kiss the curbs of the streets and the ends of my jeans drink the rain as they sink and so i'll try to understand something i'll never understand and all the streetlights they'll wink at me and i will surely fall to my knees and i am begging you, darling, please oh please, don't lonesome streetlights beacon down across this artificial town reliant on the factories well, that's not actually the truth it's not the plants it's more the closings that somehow pardon them from growing hope dies with the night as the sun outshines our streetlights
3.
Can't read the writing on the wall My handiwork is scrawled It's the imprint of my tattered mind the prints faded blackened red Don't spread your lies Like you spread your legs They're both infected It bubbles, it boils, it falls from the corners of your mouth It's toxic, misleading, but it's lead to the best time of your life Keep reading, wallpaper peels to new pages Words convey feelings you could never bring yourself to say Is the pen the coward's way out? To hide on blue lines on ruled paper. It's fiction, my diction, the only way I can communicate My passion's not in fashion, but I am only who I am today
4.
why do i run and why do i hide when i see her coming further on down the line? why do i sing and why do i write these songs i know will drown in these thoughts of mine? but the spring's arrived as i just fade while the girl i loved just walked away and i broke my new years resolution i can't get it back so don't ask me how i am because you know that you ruined me your tap on my back was like an attack did you really think i'd have a response for that? the months that i spent undone by a friend it's a lesson hard learned but i'd do it again
5.
Iron 02:53
My words will singe your hair They'll set your skin on fire But I wouldn't waste my spit to Put you out Violence is not confined to acts of physical abuse I know how you love the ones who dish it out to you You need your space then don't knock on my door I'm sitting in an empty room And just because I come home alone Doesn't mean I don't come home to you If I could give you a million roses And if I could strike an equal number of poses Still I could never change your mind A lump of iron moves from my throat Into my heart and it takes over I'm now a man of steel but You're still my Achielle's Heel If I could give you a million roses And if I could strike an equal number of poses Still I could never change your mind
6.
Butchered 02:49
spitting words into a screen and i am losing to a dream i hear her voice is calling me to fade to black and suddenly i'm halfway there to r.e.m. i try to fight i can't see them the ones who place this weight on my own falling lids and closing eyes consciousness snaps back to me, yet i'm still gasping anxiously deflated lungs give me a scare as i lay frozen and aware in this place of darkness dread where all these thoughts play in my head a horror film for all to see, for those awake while i'm asleep my breathing heavies and i am weak my face is down headfirst in sheets keystroke sounds are all i hear my mind and thoughts begin to smear i cannot tell what's coming next the final word of endless text i hear her voice is calling still i don't belong in chapel hill i'm half awake, but i still know this was not the place to go i miss my art, my love, my truth; but here i am a photobooth in a world of books and phrases, their words are given endless praise so i'm here and so i'll stay, just one last thing if i may i ask myself this everyday, still the answer will not change my breathing heavies and i am weak my face is down headfirst in sheets keystroke sounds are all i hear my mind and thoughts begin to smear i cannot tell what's coming next the final word of endless text i hear her voice is calling still i don't belong in chapel hill i'm half awake, but i still know this was not the place to go not a place for drawing fools who don't belong in magic schools that launch you off to salaries instead of halls and galleries so i'm here and so i'll stay just one last thing if i may i'm half awake, but i still know this was not the place to go
7.
Greenwave 02:53
It's great but it makes me want to hate myself I'm dreaming in a sick shade of green My consciousness is flowing Inside my heart it's snowing My knuckles are white with the strain A gentle caress is too great a request Listing listening and bringing it home Scott is too hot to be caught Ian is keen on being mean Running fingers through my hair I just can't get my head on straight I feel it's coming six months late Or maybe I'm just on time and weakness is my only crime Or maybe I'm just too sure and I'm acting too demure Or maybe I'm just an animal and I'm going to be cruel Or maybe I just don't know what I am A gentle caress is too great a request Listing, Listening and bringing it all home My consciousness is flowing Inside my heart it's snowing Running fingers through my hair What am I to you?
8.
So Long 03:42
and i spent so long thinking about these things that no one even looks at twice, but the thought behind it's kind of nice and so long to these things that i once held so dear and near to heart, but this pipe dream's flooded me apart and be careful what you say cause it's all gonna come back and fuck you up some day gone, gone, gone, gone away and i spent so long thinking about these things that memories were steamed and pressed with perfection mocking worthlessness and so long to these things that i once carried with a broken heart. if i haven't quit, it's time to start

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released October 25, 2010

Joe Ketchum - guitar, vocals
Ricky Lineberger - bass, vocals
Scotty Sandwich - guitar, drums

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